God and Toto

Was chatting with colleagues who lamented that God created 10 commandments but man spoiled it with subsections.

was thinking about my relationship with God when I was queuing to buy Toto for the thursday 3mil draw. Some people said, one shouldn't gamble, like my sis who wouldn't even help me or my dad to buy 4D as it's not in-line nor appropriate with our religious belief. I started to think of the 10 rules but it didn't say one should not gamble.

The chances of winning toto is minute, like 1 in 4mil, why do ppl still buy? for hope, a chance to change? most importantly why do i favour toto more than 4D?

instead, it's a like a test of faith for me. keeping faith in God even thou daily situations and distractions always seem to break you. questions like is it a big lie concocted by the west to cheat you and give you false hope? is there any form of prove that God really existed? Is all the so called proof real or even if it is, is it only for the Jews than for the Chinese? So many questions, no answers...

faith.

the believe in buying toto even thou i know i won't win. if i do, great but if i don't, at least i tried and there's no lost in the end for the rewards if it does exists are greater than it doesn't.

faith is what keeping me going all this years. atheist might say it's all bullshit and faith is like false hope but i sincerely believe faith is the only true form of test to separate the believers from the non without God appearing for if He does, it's like a billionaire with many friends but who's gonna stick with you when u have nothing?

There's alot of things in the world that defies logic and logic is based on our understanding on how things work which is limited by our intelligence and observations. There's always a great debate on the unknown but i always believe that scientist are the last one u should trust because when they say "oops, they're wrong, we're fucked big time"


lastly, buy toto and when u do, "keep the faith"