Rollercoaster Ride

Nowadays, it's work work work and more work...
with the coming NDP, I got to work this sat, eve and actual day...
my body clock's all screw up. there are times like on tuesday when i was so damn tired that i slept for 14hrs straight... 10pm to next day wednesday 12noon and i slept some more in the afternoon from 2-6pm and guess what... i can't freaking sleep at night... arrrggg... i only went to bed at 3am and got to wake for work at 7am so the whole bloody cycle starts all over again...

it's been i think 2-3 months since we parted... it's good to be single again. i'm now revebrating with so much energy now and with so much time in my hands that other than spent working, i'm dreaming of things that i long to do. i shall enroll in a electric guitar course. take up skydiving next yr and go get my tooth fix with a braces. with the insane amount of practice and memorising that i got to do for my nihongo aka jap language. it's getting wonderful...

hmmm, the 1st and the 2nd paragraph don't seems to gel yah, one minute complaining of work and the other seems like i got so much time to spare.... yah man, it's a rollercoaster ride and i'm gonna live it to the fullest once again.

like Luna Sea says in Shine:

Nani wo shinjiteiru ka nante Sonna koto mondai ja nai
Shiraketeru kono machi wo SUPIIDO de furikitte
*What is it that you believe in?
What we're facing doesn't have to be a problem
Let's just accelerate and break free of this depressing place

Ima kimi ga kanjiteru Sono omoi dake ni kakete
Azayaka na IMEEJI toori Sou kimi no omoi toori ni
*What is it that you're feeling now?
Just gamble on that feeling, nothing else
Just as you would a clear image
Just go on with what you're feeling

Moeagaru taiyou wa Dare no moto nimo noboru kara
Nagasugiru asu wo matsu yori Ima toki wo kakenukero
*That burning sun rises before everyone
Instead of waiting so goddamn long for tomorrow,
Let's just run through time now

Kimi wa ikiru imi sagasu kedo
Kagayaite kara demo osokunai
Kimi wa ai no imi sagasu kedo
Sou mayowazu ni dakishimete Your Mind
*You search for the meaning of life,
There'll be time to do that later...go on and shine
You search for the meaning of love
But don't hesitate to embrace what's in your mind

Yume wo mite itai no sa Akirametari sezu ni
Dekiru dake no koto wo Toki ga tarinai hodo sa
*I want to dream And never give up on what I dream
I have no time To be doing only things I can do

Yume wo mite irareta nara Tokidoki wa kowareyou
Kono mune ni kizanda Kono netsu wa sameyashinai
*If all I could do is dream I'd break them now and then
It's engraved in this heart of mine This fever will never go down

Kimi wa ikiru imi sagasu kedo
Kagayaite kara demo osoku wa nai
Kimi wa ai no imi sagasu kedo
Mou mayowazu ni dakishimete Your Mind
Ima ijou subete ga kagayakeba ii ne
*You search for the meaning of life,
There'll be time to do that later...go on and shine
You search for the meaning of love
But don't hesitate to embrace what's in your mind
From here on, you should just let everything shine!

Nani wo shinjiteiru ka nante Sonna koto mondai ja nai
Shiraketeru kono machi wo SUPIIDO de furikitte
*What is it that you believe in?
What we're facing doesn't have to be a problem
Let's just accelerate and break free of this depressing place

Ima kimi ga kanjiteru Sono omoi dake ni kakete
Azayaka na IMEEJI toori Sou kimi no omoi toori ni
*What is it that you're feeling now?
Just gamble on that feeling, nothing else
Just as you would a clear image
Just go on with what you're feeling

Moeagaru taiyou wa Dare no moto nimo noboru kara
Nagasugiru asu wo matsu yori Ima toki wo kakenukero
*That burning sun rises before everyone
Instead of waiting so goddamn long for tomorrow,
Let's just run through time now