Memories by the second

let me recalled what i did on monday. it was hectic.

in short:
drove to work and reached office at 1030am.
knock off at 445pm.
reach home at 5pm
stoned and drove to orchard for my night class at 620pm
park at PS and attend class
meet up gal and pick her up at 1015pm
drove ard town and chatted in car
ended up at ECP ard 1045pm
sat by the beach and talk cock till 12mn
had Macdonalds: nuggets, drinks and fries but sundae sold out
drove to bugis 24hrs Mac to buy sundae
park by padang to eat sundae in car
end up in hotel at 0110am
chat till 3am
sex and sleep
woke up at 610am, disturb her and sleep again
woke up at 845am
sex and shower
sent her home
back at work at 1020am
knock off at 1210pm
watch 1pm iron man
back home at 345pm
sleep till 845pm

memories by the second...
no, i'm not typing about what i did yesterday
it's just weird to me that yesterday's a memory and gone.
and in it's place, a new one takes place by the miniseconds and the cycle goes on and on.

what is present?
what is now?
i remember the fun we had together last night but it's just "remember". the feeling of the heat of the moment are just scant memories...
good things dun last forever
and einstein's theory of relativity comes into mind
or even the cliche matix every beginning has an end

wouldn't it makes present so much more precious?
for when the moment is committed to memories, it's gone and it becomes the good o' days that i used to have.

and if the memories are bad, we can even deny that it ever happens. that's the value of memories...

wouldn't it makes everything so immaterial for the past and the "used to have" are just fleeting memories frozen in the moment time.

it just makes everything so fragile and "now" so much more precious
and so, "now" is a gift from God called "present" how apt yet so ironic